Thursday, September 16, 2010

now i see what they saw

Now i truly feel i've wasted practically a whole year of my life. seeing from the outside now, i don't know how i could have fallen for such a pretentious, obnoxious, snide prick. there is no other word for it. besides driving one up the wall, there's nothing he does best.
he merely knows how to bring you down, for his satisfaction.
he does not know how to jest in consideration,
nor know how to hold a conversation.
he beats around the entire forest before coming up with the conclusion
of zero significance.
he delights in the frustration of you being at your limits.
he rejoices in the fact that you may be confused and keeps you in that limbo, just for his entertainment.

i don't know what i saw in him now. i truly fear my judgement at this point.


you have officially turned me off completely.
i hope you're happy now.
many have asked why do i even still respond to you
or waste my time interacting with one such as yourself.
i was only trying to be a better person
and trying to treat people better.
and yet they are still right.
i achieved nothing in trying to be nice to you.


why did i even try.

does the lack of a question mark there not confuse you now?


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