so sorry all the rants came at the same time.it's just been too much really.i don't understand why friendship has to be so difficult...why do i hv to make it so hard.
why does it even matter?why can't i let it go the way everyone else does? why do i have to care about the things and the people that the others don't care about...
why do i have to be so sharp? just because i get it all the time doesn't seem to work as a reason. i'm not you and you're not me.what i can stand and expect and receive may not be what you're cut out for.
how much more sorry can i be. i don't know how else to show it.it's like self inflicting pain you cannot comprehend when the frustration kicks in.
but i am. i truly am.