Tuesday, November 30, 2010

what i want

it's interesting how words can turn someone a full 180 .
makes me doubt myself, my thoughts, my stand.
makes me wonder what I want
what i think i want
what i should want.

it's interesting how much hope one can put into the uncertain and the unseen
and lose hope in the what was and what used to be.

it shouldn't be about the who.
just the what.
for now.

verdict: i want what's right,
especially for right now.

Friday, November 05, 2010

inside me,i tremble...

i shake inside with hurt and uncertainty. when will i be right? what is right? what is right for right now?