it's interesting how words can turn someone a full 180 .
makes me doubt myself, my thoughts, my stand.
makes me wonder what I want
what i think i want
what i should want.
it's interesting how much hope one can put into the uncertain and the unseen
and lose hope in the what was and what used to be.
it shouldn't be about the who.
just the what.
verdict: i want what's right,
especially for right now.