in a limbo
who's right? who's wrong?
voices from all directions.
unwise decisions made.
so many things that cannot be undone.
so much to make right.
everything sets me on rocky roads and shaky ground. and i forget.
but jJ sent me a song that pretty much reminded me.
"take your time and pray"
how could i forget?
i should have remembered when i didn't feel the total peace i should have
emotions,anger and upsets clogged up the path i should have taken.
no one human source can be 100% right,but all it takes it one God-source to know what is right.
and after having those thoughts in the morning with the word 'forgive' heavy on my heart, the sermon today really threw in the punchline. i take it as a confirmation for such a specific event. the speaker mentioned that God changed his topic last friday,as he had a different message lined up for us. last friday.that's just so,wow... such a specific time, not a day earlier or a day later.
+past pains should be forgotten,because if you don't let go, it will hinder us from seeing greater things happen to us.
+ always go back to God and look to him, men will only let you down,
why is it so difficult to do that? He has never and will never disappoint us
+always wait upon Him,He has answers, HIS way.not ours
+ don't disqualify yourself, God doesn't do it to us, why do we do it to ourselves?
-He gives us a 1000 chances if we truly try everytime.He is gracious and merciful.
-some of us (me :P) are stupid and will tend to repeat the same mistakes so many times till we get it right.
+ and in everything, praise Him :)
All in God's timing. And the more i think alongside the way He intends, the more things are revealed and pinpointed. Some things are just absolutely piercing,painful. Some stir up a strange discomfort, the getting-kicked-out-of-the-comfortzone feeling. Despite the buzzing of anger,distrust,hurt and fears,the word forgive still rings everything else silent.
what is it to forgive?
+to cease to feel resentment against:
what happens then?
not holding grudges while being cautious towards the people who have hurt you.
as painful as it can be.
wise we must be.
fire against fire only destroys forests.
sometimes it's ok to give benefit of the doubt, and just not have any expectations or assumptions.
although it would be nice to be able to believe without hesitation or skepticism.
spite and disbelief never helps anyone or any situation.
God grants wisdom and peace,we need only ask.
Many times we want things our way,
we always want to believe the comfortable things.
but when you think about it thoroughly, is it rational?
is it rational to want someone who has double standards?
is it rational to support something that is not right?
to accept and be content with leading someone on while you allow yourself to be swayed?
how do you react to injustice?
how do you react to something that is not right?
sometimes it's just best to walk away.
despite a heavy heart.
things will work out one day.
to be able to do things i don't have to hide.
do be able to declare openly.
to trust wholeheartedly
to be proud of every step made.
be strong in the Lord and never give up hope
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