peace

I'm glad you came to a decision. and I understand and am ok with the outcome. i'm glad you decided to do the right thing.

i allowed myself to get hurt expecting something i should have known better about. my intentions did not match up with my actions and that wasn't right. i should have put my foot down from the start. but now at least i'm honest with myself. after years of moulding myself into someone else to make others happy, i've learnt that it's never the best thing to want to change someone into someone else just to make yourself happy and satisfied.

from what i've observed, it's about accepting flaws and emphasizing the good points. if we change, we change for ourselves without losing the essence of who we are. love him,love ALL of him. if we change, we change to be a better person. as perfectly made as we are, there's always room for improvement. we should decide for ourselves in the end, after considering input from others. different people have different priorities when it comes to relationships. Personally, i look for trust and commitment, acceptance and unconditional love. a relationship is an US thing, not a ME thing or a YOU thing. so it should be about making US happy,not just ME or YOU.

i'm still trying,i've got a long long way to go, but it's never to late to start. all in all, as much as this is just my personal opinion, if possible look towards the Godly opinions. He knows whats best and He would want us to focus on important parts of a relationship. it's never about the physical aspect and should never be based on that for any reason whatsoever.

it doesn't pay to be bitter. as much as i wanted things to work out or go a certain way, i have to live with the circumstances and accept that people will be insincere and hurtful.

and because i care for you, i'm happy you found someone new.

there's a certain peace despite the heartache and disappointment.that's good.

time

lost count of the amount of time spent on someone who does not appreciate the value of time.

memories just wiped out like tht

run run as fast as yu can

i admit it ohkay? i was running away.running away while waiting.

taking the long way to the finish line.

i admit it

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a promise is a promise

even though you know the ending.

even when it's an agonizing wait.

a promise is a promise

compilation of parents say the darnest things #49847

Mom, while sorting out the kuihs : This is kuih bankgit, when you eat it, you must RISE~~!!!

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i scraped my elbow and asked my dad (a doctor, btw) to check if it was bleeding.
dad: no la,not yet....

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My mom's confession at dinner : i think i'm addicted to wantan mee. everytime i see it i feel lemah....

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grace

there;s only so much facts you can say.

should one really care, one should realize how the littlest things affect the people they care about and do something about.

there's a time and place for everything and sometimes, they would truly appreciate it if just once you keep what you feel to yourself and meet them halfway.

you will never know the number of times someone sucked it up and gave in to you when they would have preferred another way.

grace.

it's all about grace.

i'm still learning.i shouldnt be the only one.

walk away

there's only so much one can give and take.

someone once said this and i think they're right, you can't make excuses for ignorance.

we are responsible for actions, whether we realize it or not.

time to put my foot down.

you are not someone to be trampled on

neither are you worthy of trampling on someone else

i need to learn to be the bigger person.

walk away

still tryin to get that part right.

walk away

walk away

if i can do something to make the situation better, i will.

if not.

walk away

keep quiet

and

walk away