a long drive late at night is appeasing to the soul. somehow everything works out.leaving in the afternoon....thought about visiting the the lecturer for a consultation and had to change my pants....shorts to jeans in the car...awesome much?and the timing was just good good good :)

i remember the times you made me so happy by doing so little.and the times you hurt me so much even by doing so little.i couldn choose to remember only the good.why diidnt i? now im in all this with only myself to blame

one of the worst things someone can do to you...is give up on you.because they think it's pointless and not worth the time thinking you can ever be better than what yu are now.

the worst thing about making some cry...is doing it again and again and again.

bucket list #24

one thing to check off my bucket list : watching 30 seconds to mars live.mhmm

here's to praying for a second chance.everyone deserves a second chance,at life,at love.

but maybe it's too late.maybe i screwed up too badly this time.unforgivable.there's no one to blame but myself for my mistakes.i never learnt.i hurt people.and i deserve whatever i'm in right now.i really want to make things right...but..no one believes i can do it.that much of a failure?my mistakes will always be held against me.no one to blame but myself.

i really do want to make things right,but i guess i won't be good enough to do that, from the way things are going.my bad habits, my harsh opinions.my wanting to run away every time it hurts.fear of the past unleashing itself on me again.i deserve what i get.no one in their right mind could love someone like me.

tanah tumpahnya darahku

call me cheesy, but i re-visited my school days in just a matter of two minutes.everything we were taught,not everything was as bad as we think it to be now.

it wasn't just another song (well maybe it was) but the point is, a flag is not just a flag.it's a symbol of what we stand for.What we put on it, becomes part of our identity.

it's just a song maybe, but i am someone who combs through lyrics and in this case, i actually take them seriously. how could one not feel so much sadness over what is going on?typing through tears over the country i was born and bred in,if the earth could speak,how would she cry out against such travesty? against disrespect and greed?

what about the injustice towards those only trying to keep her clean?

i may not be very vocal (in person or online) about all the current hoo-haa, but i know very well where my heart it. i may not show it physically but Malaysia, you know who loves you.

honestly i cannot believe i am gettin this emotional over this. but when something means so much to you, you will feel the pain, the pinch.

but one thing i know for sure, He's got everything covered.